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  • the sun is going to set at 4:05 pm today.... "jesus i'm coming only because you called me."
  • "finish up your coffee love, it's getting cold..." i feel so tired and tepid. i need a grande vanilla mocha from mrc, stat. and a bed would be nice. oh i feel like i can't make it today...one of l's specials was cancel…
  • why am i awake? i'm so crazy with not being able to sleep lately...i feel wound up all the time ~ my heart is full of laughter and hope. but it scares me. feeling good is almost too much for me, b/c it never lasts, and f…
  • last night i got to sleep on my own wonderful bed for the first time in almost 3 months. it was lovely...until.... just as i started to drift off to sleep rachael's mom burst into the room (at 11:40) to ask me where rac…
  • dasani flavored water is rather yummy. lemon is my favorite. i don't have my mental health. i really need to be in counseling, i think, but i don't want to pay for it. i need to carve out the time and money for: 1. cou…
  • i get up and eat breakfast and get ready and come to work, but i still don't feel like i'm awake until 10am or so...for the whole first couple of hours i feel like i'm in that first or second stage of sleep where any lou…
  • "god isn't scared by our inability to stay on top of things like we think we should." ~rachael copp yeah, that's always a good thing to remember. it's so easy to feel inadequate and like i'll never be as good at life as…
  • i'm having one of those days where i really wonder in my heart if i can survive life. i feel sick (i've had a cold/sore throat for about 3 weeks now...but my health insurance kicked in today so i made a dr.'s appointment…
  • "Wait on the Lord" is going to be my mantra for a while. I feel fairly ready to implode at this second with the longing to have someone whose eyes "make me wanna lose myself."
  • Yup, I got an A in both my summer classes. Go me! Hopefully that will help my EU gpa (especially since the first one replaces the F I got when I took it at EU...) I went shopping today for school stuff...I really am exc…

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